2020 dah. Mana kereta terbang?

Guess who has been pretending to be busy for the whole year and forgot that she has a blog but it doesn't matter because no one’s gonna read either? Yaaaaaasss sayalah orangnya hihi.

To summarise my 2019, here’s a list of the things I’m thankful for, Alhamdulillah :

1.       My brother got engaged and married a few months later, Kak Farah orang Perak so we got to go for family trips twice hehe. So now I have an extra brother and sister in the family :D Rasa terharu and happy sebab my family has grown bigger.

2.       Finished my internship in KQT (June-August). It was a great 3 months journey with Ain, along with our UIA crime partners Sal & Sarah. The staffs were amazingly helpful and treated us kindly too, and there were quite a lot of things we learnt (laminate was my major specialty haha). Somehow I gotta say the cons is kerja tak banyak jadi kami agak kebosanan BUT it was also considered as the pros sebab kami boleh chill and food hunting time lunch hour hihi.

It was nice to go back to my old highschool every single day, although it didn’t feel the same.. But at least I got the chances to lepak at Kafe Kakna with my old girlfriends (they visited me a few times), and created memories with the new awesome ones too.

3.       Wrapped my one year portfolio as the Vice President of NH club. And also Exco Ekonomi for the faculty student council. For some reasons it wasn’t pretty like all the time, there’re some ups and downs, but definitely worth every moment. I’m glad to be part of both, made new friends and widen my circle, also learnt a lot. My degree life is almost complete and feel extra meaningful, thanks to them all good people J 

Tahun ni dah bersara from everything because we need to start focusing on our final year stuffs, and perhaps treasuring memories in a different way.

4.       Went to MDS to see my soleh solehah kids. Selalunya pergi setiap semester tapi tahun ni sekali je sebab… Sebab segan hihi. Terharu sangat they still gave me a warm welcome dan duk buat small crowd macam ex-Tajah tengah bagi kuliah Subuh haha. Moga dalam jagaan Allah selalu, my sugar pies.

5.       Start business pasar malam online kecil-kecilan, just because I like to promote things (hasil belajar jadi Exco Ekonomi, business is now a fun thing although I’m still suck at numbers haha). Saya sekarang dropship Planner, ironless Sabella and also nail file. Hit me up if you’re interested hehe (tetiba iklan)

6.       I’ve mentioned about my BFF’s wedding sebelum ni, and new update : She already got a baby boy! I was freakin’ excited and so happy for her. Met her and Iskandar Zulkarnain on last January."">

Ya Allah I feel so old already. Three of my classmates got married masa intern, and there were a few of my IQT batchmates kawen jugak. Ni bukan statement yang membawa maksud saya pun eksaited nak kawen, bukan tau hahah. It’s just that I felt melancholic on how fast the time flies dan sumorang dah besar. Yes I’m jiwang like that and love to throwback things xD Faktor usia maybe.

I guess that’s all I could share. There’re more, tapi takpe la some things are better left unsaid gittewwww sungguh acah dan minta disekeh ya pernyataanmu ini.

Overall, segala puji bagi Allah yang menjadikan 2019 saya penuh senyum tawa dan tak kurang juga drama air mata sebab cengeng, but those were the things that guided me to become stronger and wiser, hopefully InshaAllah.

I plan on writing more for my blog this year, but we’ll see how it goes. Please give me least expectation for I might be idle again and come back only in February 2021 haha xD

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Everyone has their own struggle of becoming better. Think twice before we judge! :)

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2019, old me, with new shades

Here's a little hello from me, just a quick update on my hopefully-awesome journey.
Already jumping into a new semester, also a fresh new year Alhamdulillah. January has always been a free-trial month for me hehe, and February ya Allah is it just me or kenapa kenapa selalu rasa cepat sangat masa jalan? Tuptup dah nak masuk hujung bulan.
This year has become a starting point for me in quite a lot of things, banyak belajar benda baru, create new routines, terpaksa cancel plan nak jadi invisible sampai grad keke. And there are always the ups and downs, but I don't feel like ranting here (yet) cs I already got myself a planner to write personal things and also to be a bit well-organised, harapnya. Sorry blog, dirimu masih dianak-tirikan 😂 Should've bought it earlier, planner sangatlah best ok. It helps me to reflect myself and summarize my day setiap hari tanpa curi masa banyak, sebab column kecik je takleh tulis panjang hahaha kesian.
I'll try my best to improve more this year InshaAllah. Makin banyak belajar, makin sedar betapa berjutanya flaws yang ada pada diri, yang perlu diubah dibaiki. Bila kita digoncang dengan ujian, time tu boleh nampak segala yang keluar dari segi perkataan & perlakuan, baik ke buruk. Because people are mostly like a cup of coffee, we'll spill what's inside us. Dan banyaknya toxic in my own cup yang perlu dicurah keluar, diganti dengan isi yang baik-baik.
May Allah ease everything for us.

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Everyone has their own struggle of becoming better. Think twice before we judge! :)

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Wind

"You were probably more like a wind, but I've mistaken you as the air. And I was also foolish enough to think myself as the air. I thought that you could stay there as long as I wanted, and so do I. But the fact is; wind can never return back to their original place once they fly by."

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Everyone has their own struggle of becoming better. Think twice before we judge! :)

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Buaya

Heyyo.

This is my first post for this semester, I kenot belif dis  gais nampak tak betapa busynya seorang Alya??? Atau acah busy je sebenarnya? Kehkeh.

Awal sem memang macam biasa la lapang selapang sembilang sepuluhnya. Masuk tengah sem, dah nampak sikit unsur-unsur terseksa tapi kira menyempat lagi la selang seminggu drive-thru Mekdi beli aiskim singgit sambil bergelak ketawa seolah-olah laptop mampu typing dengan sendirinya menyiapkan segala kerja uish seram pulak bunyinya. Lalu menjengah ke hujung sem yang tak sampai sebulan nak final ni……

Phew.

Saya baru mengerti istilah ‘degree life yang tenang jangan disangka tiada buaya’. Buaya darat mungkin ramai, tapi yang nak dibincangkan sekarang ni ialah buaya-buaya berbentuk esaimen dan test yang membaham masa lapang saya.

Bermula dengan Bismillah namun belum ku temui wakafnya. Ceh gituu ayat dakdak Quran Sunnah.

Ditambah pula dengan dua subjek yang diisytiharkan antara yang paling leceh dalam dunia iaitu APK- kena buat bisnes dan Kepimpinan Islam which is kena organise program. Selalu rasa macam serba salah nak tidur malam-malam bila memikirkan hari esok sobs.

Tapi itulah, menuntut ilmu perlukan struggle & pengorbanan. That is what student life is all about pun kan. Moga Allah permudahkan langkah saya dan sahabat-sahabat semua, amin InshaAllah.

By the way, mula semester ni kami dah duk rumah sewa. That is the second reason kenapa saya dah lama tak update blog, wifi yillekkk. Tapi eskius me sila sedar diri ok manada orang kisah pun sebab blog ni saya sorang je yang baca kahkah xD Tapi hari tu two of my juniors cakap diorang terjumpa blog ni, saya macam Allahu T_T Adakah lepas ni semakin jatuh kredibilitiku sebagai senior yang dah sedia ada sendu ni sebab nampak sangat forever alone tulis blog? Huhu sorry la blog ni tempat merapu pasal life je supaya boleh diflashback balik kemudiannya. Kalau nak baca benda seriyes dan berinformasi sila beli surat khabar hee

Okay I’m gonna write a fullstop here, biiznillah I’ll see you when I see you!

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Everyone has their own struggle of becoming better. Think twice before we judge! :)

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